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Zee
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 Missed my appointment with my therapist.  Feel really stupid.  Called her to apologize, and started to cry when I realized how much I would have wanted to see her today.  It has been a very bleak time for me, recently.

She insisted on not charging me for the missed appointment, and is even staying later to see me today.  I have known her for three years, and am usually very good about managing my appointments.  So I guess this is a favor... or maybe she was genuinely concerned.  She is a lovely person.

There are certain sorrows in my life I can't speak of or bemoan to anyone but her.  I can't even speak of them here, for fear of someone seeing it.

I've been drinking all day.

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